urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kpop_love23 kpop_love23 kpop_love23 2008-07-23T15:54:25Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kpop_love23:1182 2008-07-23T15:54:25Z 2008-07-23T15:54:25Z Happy Birthday to me!!! Today is my birthday!&nbsp; I don't have anything special planned today. I believe I will just go swimming. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kpop_love23:787 2008-07-23T15:51:46Z 2008-07-23T15:51:46Z I&nbsp; am&nbsp; the&nbsp; girl&nbsp; kicked&nbsp; out&nbsp; of&nbsp; her&nbsp; home&nbsp; because&nbsp; I&nbsp; confided&nbsp; in&nbsp; my&nbsp; mother&nbsp; that&nbsp; I&nbsp; am&nbsp; a&nbsp; lesbian.<br /><strong>I&nbsp; am&nbsp; the&nbsp; prostitute&nbsp; working&nbsp; the&nbsp; streets&nbsp; because&nbsp; nobody&nbsp; will&nbsp; hire&nbsp; a&nbsp; transsexual&nbsp; woman.<br /></strong>I&nbsp; am&nbsp; the&nbsp; sister&nbsp; who&nbsp; holds&nbsp; her&nbsp; gay&nbsp; brother&nbsp; tight&nbsp; through&nbsp; the&nbsp; painful, tear-filled&nbsp; nights.<br /><strong>We&nbsp; are&nbsp; the&nbsp; parents&nbsp; who&nbsp; buried&nbsp; our&nbsp; daughter&nbsp; long&nbsp; before&nbsp; her&nbsp; time.<br /></strong>I&nbsp; am&nbsp; the&nbsp; man&nbsp; who&nbsp; died&nbsp; alone&nbsp; because&nbsp; they&nbsp; would&nbsp; not&nbsp; let&nbsp; my&nbsp; partner&nbsp; of&nbsp; twenty&nbsp; seven&nbsp; years&nbsp; into&nbsp; the&nbsp; room.<br /><strong>I&nbsp; am&nbsp; the&nbsp; foster&nbsp; child&nbsp; who&nbsp; wakes&nbsp; up&nbsp; with&nbsp; nightmares&nbsp; of&nbsp; being&nbsp; taken&nbsp; away&nbsp; from&nbsp; the&nbsp; two&nbsp; fathers&nbsp; who&nbsp; are&nbsp; the&nbsp; only&nbsp; loving&nbsp; family&nbsp; I&nbsp; ever&nbsp; had. I&nbsp; wish&nbsp; they&nbsp; could&nbsp; adopt&nbsp; me.<br /></strong>I&nbsp; am&nbsp; one&nbsp; of&nbsp; the&nbsp; lucky&nbsp; ones&nbsp; I&nbsp; guess. I&nbsp; survived&nbsp; the&nbsp; attack&nbsp; that&nbsp; left&nbsp; me&nbsp; in&nbsp; a&nbsp; coma&nbsp; for&nbsp; three&nbsp; weeks. I&nbsp; should&nbsp; be&nbsp; able&nbsp; to&nbsp; walk&nbsp; again&nbsp; in&nbsp; a&nbsp; year.<br /><strong>I&nbsp; am&nbsp; not&nbsp; one&nbsp; of&nbsp; the&nbsp; lucky&nbsp; ones. I&nbsp; killed&nbsp; myself&nbsp; just&nbsp; a&nbsp; few&nbsp; weeks&nbsp; before&nbsp; graduating&nbsp; highschool. It&nbsp; was&nbsp; simply&nbsp; too&nbsp; much&nbsp; to&nbsp; bear.<br /></strong>I&nbsp; am&nbsp; the&nbsp; mother&nbsp; who&nbsp; is&nbsp; not&nbsp; allowed&nbsp; to&nbsp; even&nbsp; visit&nbsp; the&nbsp; children&nbsp; I&nbsp; bore, nursed&nbsp; and&nbsp; raised. The&nbsp; court&nbsp; says&nbsp; I&nbsp; am&nbsp; an&nbsp; unfit&nbsp; mother&nbsp; because&nbsp; I&nbsp; now&nbsp; live&nbsp; with&nbsp; another&nbsp; woman.<br /><strong>I&nbsp; am&nbsp; the&nbsp; domestic&nbsp; violence&nbsp; survivor&nbsp; who&nbsp; found&nbsp; the&nbsp; support&nbsp; system&nbsp; grow&nbsp; suddenly&nbsp; cold&nbsp; and&nbsp; distant&nbsp; when&nbsp; they&nbsp; found&nbsp; out&nbsp; my&nbsp; abusive&nbsp; domestic&nbsp; partner&nbsp; is&nbsp; also&nbsp; a&nbsp; woman.<br /></strong>I&nbsp; am&nbsp; the&nbsp; domestic&nbsp; violence&nbsp; survivor&nbsp; who&nbsp; has&nbsp; no&nbsp; support&nbsp; system&nbsp; to&nbsp; turn&nbsp; to&nbsp; because&nbsp; I&nbsp; am&nbsp; male.<br /><strong>We&nbsp; are&nbsp; the&nbsp; couple&nbsp; who&nbsp; had&nbsp; the&nbsp; realtor&nbsp; hang&nbsp; up&nbsp; on&nbsp; us&nbsp; when&nbsp; she&nbsp; found&nbsp; out&nbsp; we&nbsp; wanted&nbsp; to&nbsp; rent&nbsp; a&nbsp; one-bedroom&nbsp; for&nbsp; two&nbsp; men.<br /></strong>I&nbsp; am&nbsp; the&nbsp; father&nbsp; who&nbsp; has&nbsp; never&nbsp; hugged&nbsp; his&nbsp; son&nbsp; because&nbsp; I&nbsp; grew&nbsp; up&nbsp; afraid&nbsp; to&nbsp; show&nbsp; affection&nbsp; to&nbsp; other&nbsp; men.<br /><strong>I&nbsp; am&nbsp; the&nbsp; home-economics&nbsp; teacher&nbsp; who&nbsp; always&nbsp; wanted&nbsp; to&nbsp; teach&nbsp; gym&nbsp; until&nbsp; someone&nbsp; told&nbsp; me&nbsp; that&nbsp; only&nbsp; lesbians&nbsp; do&nbsp; that.<br /></strong>I&nbsp; am&nbsp; the&nbsp; man&nbsp; who&nbsp; died&nbsp; when&nbsp; paramedics&nbsp; stopped&nbsp; treating&nbsp; me&nbsp; as&nbsp; soon&nbsp; as&nbsp; they&nbsp; discovered&nbsp; I&nbsp; was&nbsp; a&nbsp; transsexual.<br /><strong>I&nbsp; am&nbsp; the&nbsp; person&nbsp; who&nbsp; feels&nbsp; guilty&nbsp; because&nbsp; I&nbsp; think&nbsp; I&nbsp; could&nbsp; be&nbsp; a&nbsp; much&nbsp; better&nbsp; person&nbsp; if&nbsp; I&nbsp; did&nbsp; not&nbsp; have&nbsp; to&nbsp; always&nbsp; deal&nbsp; with&nbsp; society&nbsp; hating&nbsp; me.<br /></strong>I&nbsp; am&nbsp; the&nbsp; man&nbsp; who&nbsp; stopped&nbsp; attending&nbsp; Church, not&nbsp; because&nbsp; I&nbsp; don't&nbsp; believe, but&nbsp; because&nbsp; they&nbsp; closed&nbsp; their&nbsp; doors&nbsp; to&nbsp; my&nbsp; kind.<br /><strong>I&nbsp; am&nbsp; the&nbsp; person&nbsp; who&nbsp; has&nbsp; to&nbsp; hide&nbsp; what&nbsp; this&nbsp; world&nbsp; needs&nbsp; most, love.<br /></strong>I&nbsp; am&nbsp; the&nbsp; person&nbsp; afraid&nbsp; of&nbsp; telling&nbsp; his&nbsp; loving&nbsp; Christian&nbsp; parents&nbsp; he&nbsp; loves&nbsp; another&nbsp; male.<br /><br /><br /><strong><u>Re-post&nbsp; this&nbsp; if&nbsp; you&nbsp; believe&nbsp; homophobia&nbsp; is&nbsp; wrong. Please &nbsp;do &nbsp;your&nbsp; part&nbsp; to&nbsp; end&nbsp; it.</u></strong> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kpop_love23:550 2008-06-29T03:57:44Z 2008-06-29T03:57:44Z Super Junior- One love &nbsp;Wow, Today was awful! The weather was horrible. It was muggy and warm but then the rain arrived. Dark clouds and lightning. I hate thunderstorms. I love sleeping while it's raining but not storming. So today ended up being a complete waste. Nothing could get done outside. So I just stayed inside and spent all my time on the net. Hopefully tomorrow will be better.